Pachhtaawa...

Maine galat kaha, maine galat kiya par kya karoon main tumhe toot ta hua nahi dekh sakta, tumhare aansoo ki garmi mein mera aapaa apne aap pighal jaata hain... Main badhawaasi mein keh deta hoon sab... Ye bhi nahi soch paata hoon kyun keh raha hoon, kis haisiyat se keh raha hoon bas keh jaata hoon... Kyun ye bhool jaata hoon ke main kuch bhi toh nahi tumhara, koi haq bhi toh nahi mera tum par... Main tumse maafi maangna chaahta hoon... Iss liye nahi ke maine kuch kaha tumse aaj par iss liye ke kya wo sab kehna zaroori tha... Ye bhi toh nahi socha ke tumhe achha lagega ya bura... Mujhe sochna chaahiye tha bolne se pehle ke aakhir tum ho toh unke aur wo tumhare aur main kya hoon, kaun hoon, kuch bhi toh nahi... Keh deta hoon kyunki maine apne aap se vaada kiya hain main tumhe har dukh har chintaa se parey rakhoonga... Chaahe jo jatan karna padey tumhare chehre par muskurahat laaney ke liye main wo sab karoonga... Main sach mein pachhtaata hoon kuch kehne ke baad par dil hain ke....